So what would I do and where would I go if I could do anything and go anywhere I chose. I don't know, I would have to think really hard about that. I don't know being anywhere else if I would be any happier or any different feeling. I don't know what I want anymore. I just want to get one night of uninterrupted sleep. Not to have to get up and go to the bathroom or to have to put out one of the dogs. Maybe some day that will happen, right now I have to just keep on living.