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- (2005-01-06 - 5:55 a.m.)

Ok then, another day is here. I made it through yesterday. I didn't hear from my son either. So I don't know anything about that either. I keep telling myself that even if I know anything there is basically nothing that I can do to make it better or to change what the judge said. I wonder how he is feeling. He is such an angry young man. Life moves on. You do the best you can. You try to better yourself. You don't wait 18 years until the child is of legal age to move on in your life. This is his life and he has to move on, or he will just be a bitter person.
Ok then, moving on. We have got new snow on top of ice now. My poor old dog. She takes her time, but it is painful to watch her try to move around. If she breaks her hip, I have had to decide that she would have to be put to sleep. Sad, yes, but would I put her through all the recovery pain just to be here for me. Katie has been my best friend and pet that I have had. She has been with me for years. God it is so hard to watch her grow old. My job now is to make her as comfortable as she can be.
Ok then, moving on again. Think more cheerful. Oh, I lost 2 and 1/4 inches this past month at CURVES when I was measured yesterday. That is something that I have control of. I have this goal to lose 5 pounds before Feb. 5th, my next weigh in and measure day. Last night, due to worry, I couldn't eat anyway. So this worrying does have its positive side. Not too funny, but true. Nothing else here. Later then.

GO - SWIMMING

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